I opened up a dead body’s torax at school today, we haven’t had a body available for class in this semester until today and it was unbelievable pleasant, I’ve seen so many bodies before and so many insides and organs but never as much as today and for so much time, I have seen many animal brains before but never a human’s and I touched it, felt it and hold it in my hands for a while, I also touched and hold his heart, pancreas, ribs and lungs, wich were practically black because the person was a smoker when he was alive, I also sutured the corpse when we were finished and I felt useful and capable/confident wich is something I haven’t felt for so long, is actually being good at suturing a useful and worth having skill?, I suck at mostly everything else to be honest. Also, all of this just remember me that everything we think we are and have is just some stupid unmeaningful value that we give to things and what we feel are just reactions from our cells that are triggered by our friends or things we like or hate, we could end up getting our most useful and important organs/insides poked by some idiot 20 year old or worst after we die because we are nothing.

”The lovers lost, that’s all.”

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